MyEccentricLife

Loss...

2009-10-29T13:32:00Z

It's unexpected and extremely painful and it makes you regret the passage of time lost...my Uncle Grumpy was found dead last night. He's been estranged from the family for a few years because of choices he's made and how he was spending his life, but it doesn't mean we didn't love him any less, or wouldn't welcomed him back nevertheless...and now he's gone and there's no time less...I am concerned for my Grandmother most of all, because this is the third child of the four children she had, to go on before her and my Uncle Bear's health has deteriorated over the past two years...

My Grandma is strong...but how much can a woman bear to lose before she gives in too? I know there is a purpose for this...that God is all knowing in his wisdom...it still hurts nevertheless...

Writer's Block: Take the pain away

2009-10-25T03:45:37Z

If you could say anything you want to the person who has hurt you most in life, what would it be? Did you ever confront them? Why or why not?

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I don't think I could ever open my heart enough and actually be that honest with 'him' again, and give him the chance to hurt me again.

Nothing Like It....

2009-10-22T14:44:31Z

Holding a sweet and precious baby in your arms. I've not been blessed with children of my own, so I get really attached to my friends' babies when they are born, as well as the babies being born in my family. We're working on the greats here...I've got four blood nieces and nephews...and both of my nieces are of the age to be having babies...and between the two of them...they have two babies each...

Nicole, the oldest, has five-year-old Leia...the only girl in the bunch...and almost two month old Baby Ethan.
Natasha has three-year-old Miles(Bubby) and 21 month old Jordan(Chewie).

As you can guess, it was baby Ethan I held in my arms again yesterday. He's a bit of a miracle baby. Having survived coming into the world two months premature and having to go through two major surgeries within that time.

There's just nothing like holding a little baby....they are soft and warm and tiny...and they are all little miracles.

Which Supernatural Angel Are You..I'm Castiel!!!!

2009-10-22T14:33:55Z

You are like 56% of the users who took this quiz

Back up and Running...a bit of Rambling

2009-10-18T20:29:42Z

Wednesday night...I died...or rather my hard drive died.. No warning, nothing...one moment I was doing a routine virus scan...the next I had a nice little blue page which read 'Kernel package error"...it gave me some instructions to follow...which I did...and i rebooted my system only to learn that I had a nice black page that said " Disc boot failure...insert system boot" and nothing I tried to do worked...

So I had to buy a new hard drive...got it all installed last night and now I'm getting all these 'ms updates' for it...driving me nuts...the pc's gone off by itself a couple of times as these new security and other updates are installed....

Been a very weird week...got to hold and burp baby Ethan again...yesterday...and tomorrow night I'm going to babysit him for a couple of hours...

Also I learned via a phone call that the suspicions I had about two people actually being really one person, pretending to be two under a fake persona....was really only one person like I had suspected...

Now that I know for sure...it's pissed me off even more than I was before at this person...because for two years...LJ has pulled the wool not only over my head...but four other people...on top of that she has been nastier than hell to all of us...as these 'two' supposedly separate people...and I'm thinking LJ needs some serious therapy...

Good news is 'Uncle Bob' is home and on the mend, 'Uncle Bear' is holding is own...and I got to hold Baby Ethan...

Baby Ethan is a little survivor.. and I know that despite what the 'odds' are...there's always hope that he'll prove everyone wrong and live a strong and happy life...just like I did...after all, for most of my childhood the docs told my mom I'd never live to see puberty...and i'm 42 now....

So hope...a strength of will...and with God...I know all things are possible...

wendymypooh @ 2009-10-14T10:00:00

2009-10-14T17:01:26Z

Your Livejournal Crime Family!

Your Livejournal Crime Family!

stardust78 is da' boss. Had to wrest control of the family from slarabeetanner!

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rainechief is the capo who keeps flying off the handle and attracts too much attention, especially when rainechief tried to beat up capo annaryder with a horse!

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suzieque is also a capo, though is currently MIA. lazypadawan still claims no knowledge of suzieque whereabouts, despite suspicions by FBI agent may7fic!

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Siblings.....Got to Love 'em...Right?

2009-10-01T13:36:21Z

I love my older sisters...but sometimes, I'd love to just strangle them too...NOT LITERALLY....or rather one more than the other...this one loves to criticize and talk down to me as if I was five years old instead of forty-two. My friend's Dad's serious illness, combined with all the other 'stuff' I previously mentioned in another post, just hit me all at once on Monday.

But the topper was being criticized by this older sister...for wanting to make the trip back to California in a supportive capacity for my friend...if her Dad dies? What kind of a friend does she think I am? I've known my friend, her whole entire family for eighteen years...'Uncle Bob' has always treated me like another one of his 'girls'...and I'm getting chastised for wanting to pay my respects to him if he dies...and be supportive to my friend...

I was trying to express my feelings to her about how she was making me feel and she gets mad at me and starts yelling and screaming...so I hung up...Who would stay on the phone and listen to that?

So the other sister, instead of asking me what happened, appears to have taken our sister's side...again...and wonders why I'm upset and mad at them both?

Writer's Block: I get by with a little help from my PC

2009-09-29T21:35:20Z

How do you use your PC to achieve your goals and dreams?

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I've always wanted to be a published writer...the PC has allowed me to further my writing aspirations by allowing me to find critique groups, fan fictions and other places in which I can develop my writings style and talents and get a feel for what other stuff is out there and what I'm up against in my own creative endeavors.

Gratitude

2009-09-29T19:48:26Z

Grateful for the air that I breathe, the life that I live, and the people in my life that keep it real, interesting, and chaotic. I'm grateful for the ability to feel, to hurt, to love, to breathe. Without chaos, I'd never know serenity. Without anguish and anger, I'd never know what joy and happiness felt like.

Wishing the Emotional Turmoil Would Take a Break....

2009-09-29T17:29:16Z

Last six months have been an emotional roller coaster ride.

Great aunt in an out of hospital do to serious heart related illnesses...
Beloved favorite uncle...Uncle Bear...repeatedly going from Vet home to regular hospital..bed sores..pneumonia..brain tumors because of contaminated drinking water...things don't look good.
A niece in and out of trouble with the law and drug treatment facilities..and because of her inability or unwillingness to do what she needed to, to better themselves...they are now locked up...for how long...who knows for certain.
New great nephew born two months prematurely...immediate surgery..intestines born on outside...another surgery...thankfully he's doing better and should be coming home any day...But there's in fighting in the family on who he's going to come home to and it's flat out wrong...the family should be coming together...
Lot of other familial things going on...me trying to be as neutral as possible, clamp down on my own feelings, and tread water...not a good thing to do at all because all the infighting is eating me up.
Try to tell truths to older sisters..but if I say anything that they don't want to hear...they get mad at me and tell me I'm the one being immature, acting like a kid etc..
Continuously, and repeatedly nitpicked at by a person I had considered a friend in one of the fandoms i'm in, but I let the wall slip and the blade sank deep in my back, and because of this person's lies and manipulations...I got banned from something that I've spent a lot of time and energy on..breathing life into original characters and stories that I don't even have copies of...

Now...one of my dearest friends' fathers is really sick and it doesn't look good and I'm trying to be strong for her, but it's tearing me up inside...I've known the man for eighteen years. He's treated me as another of his 'girls' from day one and he's been a father figure to me in place of my own who wasn't around...and it's so hard and I'm so tired of all this crap...

I know that there's a reason for all of this....God gives us only as much as we can handle...and there's lessons to be learned...but I can't help wishing the emotional turmoil would take a break....now.

Writer's Block: Do you check your stars?

2009-09-26T15:51:56Z

Do you believe in astrology? If so, how often do you check your horoscope and how does it impact your life? If not, do you get annoyed when people make assumptions about you based on your sign?

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I do believe in astrology and I've been known to read my horoscope from time to time...sometimes it is accurate, but mostly it isn't, and I don't put much thought into believing one way or another that it effects the outcome of my day or life...

Writer's Block: Do you prefer a tent or a luxury hotel?

2009-09-24T15:26:22Z

Would you rather spend the weekend camping in the woods or at a luxury hotel? Why?

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Hmm..decisions decisions....camping in woods would be depend on who I was doing it with...

Since I've never been to a luxury hotel...I've been to hotels that were nice, but not real fancy ones with lots of amenities that I think luxury hotels have....massages, spa treatments, etc...then the luxury hotel sounds really good....

Writer's Block: Most inspiring teacher

2009-09-24T15:23:57Z

Who is the most inspiring teacher you ever had and why? How often do you think about what they taught you? How has it changed your life?

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Laura Paull...my college journalism adviser. She's taught me so very much. Gave me the confidence to know I have the talent to write, all I needed was the technique to back it up. She was hard and brutally honest, but encouraging, supportive and fair nevertheless. Not since my mom died have I had anyone else encourage me so hard to fulfill my writing goals.

Writer's Block: Would you want a do-over?

2009-09-24T15:21:40Z

Given the choice, would you start this day over again? How about this month or this year?

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No...what has happened...was suppose to happen and while some of the things are painful, I've learned and grown over the past year, and will continue to do so....

It's Official...she's finally done it....mini rant

2009-09-24T04:54:11Z

Got banned from the RPG forum today...why, because I defended myself against LISA Again!! Again, and finally, Jewel sided with her and this time I was terminated....and the ugly thing is I got it for telling the truth....

Writer's Block: Are women or men bigger cheats?

2009-09-20T22:03:53Z

Do you think men or women are more likely to cheat if they know they won't get caught? Do you believe in marriage?

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I don't know what others think...but cheating is wrong period....whether you are married or otherwise.

If you aren't happy in your relationship...seek counseling...if that doesn't work...get out of it...

There is no excuse to cheat...and once someone has done it once...they will do it again...

Which Girl Are You In Twilight?

2009-09-17T02:27:48Z

Wendy just took the "which girl are you in twilight?" quiz and the result is isabella swan.

you have a cute boyfriend, and you are intelligent. you have a really hard life but you get through.

What is Your Vampire Power

2009-09-17T02:27:12Z

Wendy just took the "What is your vampire power?" quiz and the result is You are a shield.

You cared about your family when you were human and you would do any thing for them. You can broad cast a shield that will protect your family from any vampire attack.

Writer's Block: Back to the Future of Computers

2009-09-17T02:21:32Z

What can computers do now that you never dreamed would be possible? What do you hope they'll be able to do in the future?

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Allow you to talk and interact with people all over the world.

What's Your Celtic Zodiac Sign

2009-09-16T04:09:46Z

Wendy completed the quiz "What's your Celtic Zodiac sign?" with the result Alder - The Trailblazer.

March 18 - April 14 If you are an Alder sign within the Celtic tree astrology system, you are a natural-born pathfinder. You’re a mover and ...a shaker, and will blaze a trail with fiery passion often gaining loyal followers to your cause. You are charming, gregarious and mingle easily with a broad mix of personalities. In other words, Alder signs get along with everybody and everybody loves to hang around with you. This might be because Alder’s are easily confident and have a strong self-faith. This self-assurances is infectious and other people recognize this quality in you instantly. Alder Celtic tree astrology signs are very focused and dislike waste. Consequently, they can see through superficialities and will not tolerate fluff. Alder people place high value on their time, and feel that wasting time is insufferable. They are motivated by action and results. Alder’s pair well with Hawthorns, Oaks or even Birch signs. Sign: Alder Tree (Fearn) Symbol: The Pentacle or Hawk Ruling Planet: Mars - Maurth Celtic Gods: Bran, Arthur, Airem, Tutates.

Which Female Action Hero Are You?

2009-09-16T04:09:02Z

Your Result: Ultra Violet!

Also known as "hemophages", and have many super-human attributes similar to those of the vampires of legend like enhanced speed, incredible stamina and acute intelligence. Violet is now an emotionally dead killing machine, a member of an underground resistance movement. She experts in Samurai-sword fighting and masters in duel semi-machine guns. Has the ability to change the colour of her outlook like hair and costume.

Which Sons of Anarchy Character Are You?

2009-09-14T14:38:18Z

Which Sons of Anarchy Character Are You?

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Which Supernatural Villian Are You?

2009-09-14T14:18:33Z

Which Supernatural Villain Are You?

Writer's Block: Home Remedies

2009-09-07T03:54:02Z

When you get sick or have a cold, what's your favorite remedy to make you feel better?

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herbal tea with honey and lemon....

What Gemstone are you?

2009-09-06T03:50:24Z

DIAMOND

Just as a diamond is forever, so are you. Often you do incredibly heroic things without needing to be acknowledged for them, but don't worry -- your time is coming. Someday, people will recall your name with the honor and dignity meant for people like yourself. You have the inspiration and drive to do great things, so don't let anything hold you back. Remember: diamonds are the hardest of all, and nothing can shatter your beautiful determination and enterprise.